I smile at everyone. I talk to many. I joke around. I tell crazy things. I laugh aloud.
But..
I shout silently. I scream inside. I cry deeply.
Hypocrisy may it seem, but it’s not.
Insane you may tell me, but I’m not.
I couldn’t speak lies, but I couldn’t tell the truth either.
I want to be happy always... but if I can’t, then at least I will pretend.
I maybe smiling, but I’m crying inside.
I may understand everything around me, but I couldn’t understand my very own self at times.
I may explain your feelings and emotions, but I couldn’t explain mine.
HYPOCRISY? Definitely NOT. It’s what you call...
IRONY.
