STOP. “Do you follow Me?”
Honestly, I don’t know.
As 2010 started, I only asked for one thing – DEPTH. January came and I really felt so excited. I know my God has prepared something special for me.
LOOK. “Do you see yourself now?”
Oh well, I don’t want to.
Months passed me. Excitement gone thru me. Struggles almost killed me. Yeah, I don’t want to see myself anymore. I can’t face myself and look inside me. I CAN’T.
LISTEN. “Do you hear Me?”
Oh God, I desperately want to.
It’s December. It rang the bell of END. I looked back.. and I smiled. I know He will never fail me. I will fail Him many many times.. but I know He will never do that to me. I asked for something special and He gave me so much more.
Do I hear Him?
I desperately want to. As I look to this year, I laugh at myself as I remember every smile and teardrop I’ve given. I was so excited, then came struggles and I went low. But my God isn’t thru me, He won’t stop surprising me. As He has given me new challenges to take, He has given me new friends and mentors to journey with.
I know I’m on the right track my Lord. I just want to HEAR Your voice and OBEY everything You say.
THANK YOU for another wonderful year of journeying with You.
I LOVE YOU.
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